Monday, October 17, 2005

go ahead, metamorphise into the new

I'm changing my mind about certain things...

I'm changing my mind about someone...

But am I really?

25 comments:

Unknown said...

errr...can I hold back my answer to that question for the meantime? ;)

Inspktor said...

steph is that you? :P

Unknown said...

har har har...

no puisi or sajak yet...so i can't be steph =p

Anonymous said...

so... are you smoking on something? you can tell me.. hehe.. i've got some. wanna share?

-tetrarch of abilene-

ps. stop listening to depressing music! (random)

Unknown said...

well, umm...it depends on what u have ;)

Unknown said...

oh yah hor...just noticed that I have been listening to somewhat "depressing" (melancholic would be a better term) music of late...first The Veils yesterday, and now Radiohead...haha

Wens said...

Just DON'T commit suicide ok.. It is not the answer... :) and no, that's not what the little VOICE in your head is telling you to do! :)

Since it was all boys who commented thus far, let me say... if you need the fairer sex's opinion, you know where to look....

Unknown said...

SO LONG, TRAGIC WORLD!!!

(looking to the back with right arm stretched out front)

Unknown said...

u guys ar...so drama...think i'm going to commit suicide and all =p I only said that I was changing my mind about some things lah.

Wenz/Fie: Vely KPC hor ;) But thanx. I shall turn to your counsel if in need.

Unknown said...

uh-oh...we prob should take this conversation off-line. I've got a feeling Aty Ah Eng reads my blog! Hor hor...

Ad, wanna trade your stuff with some magic mushrooms?? ;)

Unknown said...

actually no...the topic turned from something that WASN'T even about depression, TO depression, and NOW about drugs, and i really dunno what next =p

Btw, I'm packing up my stuff in the office now. Just dropped by the office to pick up my stuff after a buka puasa dinner with some corporate associates.

Dinner was good. I'm full, happy, certainly not depressed, and unquestionably not suicidal. So if I die tonight, it was really an accident ;)

Anonymous said...

so are you changing your mind on whether to have some buka puasa or something? haha.. just jk..

well, mushrooms are great! sure.. but make sure you get it fresh so when it reaches here it won't be fermented or something like that. hahah.. just jk.

well, i'll see you online and we'll see what this deal is about..

and by the way.. i think i'm dying. eating more and losing weight.. maybe it's the darn american food or too much drugs. haha... :P

-tetrarch of abilene

Unknown said...

As i said Adrian...maggi mee is NOT chinese!! =p

And since you go to the gym, you really need to EAT EAT EAT if you hope to gain mass. Otherwise you'll just end up being muscular but skinny. Like err...Gabriel..haha ;)

Or maybe it's just the drugs lah...

Inspktor said...

wats this talk about suicide? didnt you guys go for the anger management session we had at yf some years back? extroverts are more likely to inflict pain on others when they are depressed. introverts would slit their wrists every other day and twice on sundays.

so yea, he's not depressed.

Unknown said...

Awwww Keith...did u have to reveal that? Now Marie and Phye Beng are gonna get it right the first time =p

Inspktor said...

ei that one i know already lar, hu doesnt. i cant really stand the sight of blood though so yea not my cup o tea.

Eu Bing said...

If you die, could i get the "wiralution" ?
I'll pray for you in return. Or burn you a paper ferarri F1 car.

Unknown said...

PB: Neither can I, and the process is too long and painful. Jumping off a building appeals to me more. It's also pretty exhilarating to enjoy your last moments with a cordless bungy jump ;) Aaaaiiieeeee....

Marie: Are you sure these guys really care for me considering some are asking if I wanna share drugs, and others are teaching me more efficient ways to kill myself?

Bing: Sorry, you'll have to fight Han Jung for the Wiralution...haha! He sure knows a good car when he sees one. As a matter of fact, he already offered me RM50k for the car! ;) Since I appreciate such car connoisseurs, I gave him a big 20% discount...so it's now only RM40k =)

Sa: Haha...welcome to the conversation!

Inspktor said...

wow 25 comments. impressive, considering no one called lareina hitler.

yet.

jv, i dont really like the idea of destroying my body in the process either. how are the aunties going to see the corpse at the funeral and say "he died so young... *sob*"?

Anonymous said...

phew.....speechless....truly speechless..the last i check...u only upload pics of the food u cook.....

Unknown said...

Hmmm...good point, PB. Wouldn't want to be all mangled flesh.

So what options do we have left? How's gassing?? Haha...

Anonymous said...

from insurance point of view...if you have accident benefits...better to die in such a way whereby you get more money from your policy....too apparent a suicide wont do you good....:P

Inspktor said...

if you're depressed enough to destroy your body, you probably wont care how much money you make out of the insurance company.

yea jv, gas has its merits but i think walking into the sea takes the cake. of course you risk little fishies nibbling on your dead body but if that happens hopefully they wont find it.

heh.

Unknown said...

Nope...ruled that out already. Drowning = suffering as well, u know =p

Inspktor said...

sorry hiatus from pc. these lazy selangor ppl always making me take a holiday sheez.

i think the suffering of drowning is ok. its just the sight of blood and the prospect of being labelled pizzaman that im not so ok about.