Thursday, October 29, 2009

life's lemons

The last I checked...

I wasn't the one who turned away and stopped smiling.
I wasn't the one who took everything and then gave up.
I wasn't the one who stopped trying.
I wasn't the one who spouted all kinds of unkind words.
I wasn't the one who never bothered to utter the words "I'm sorry".

The last I checked...

I had still faithfully continued to offer a ride back each time.
I gave and I gave, maybe more than I should have.
I tried my hardest but was met with a stone cold wall.
I had only your best interests in mind.
I have lost count of the number of times I have apologised.

I have always mentioned that I hate jumping on the defence, but you're pushing me into a corner. This is not a game. This is not war. And I don't want to battle. Definitely not with you.

I will walk, but only this far. I will stand here a little while. And then one day, with a heavy heart, I will turn around and walk away.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

the days

A little more,
a little less...
with each passing day.

But some things still haven't changed.

Monday, October 12, 2009


Honour Him and He will honour you.

Have a great one today.

Saturday, October 10, 2009


I've got my pen.
And a million thoughts in my head.

Now what do I say?