Monday, October 17, 2005

go ahead, metamorphise into the new

I'm changing my mind about certain things...

I'm changing my mind about someone...

But am I really?

33 comments:

Keith said...

huh? er ok Jason whats going on?

jv. said...

errr...can I hold back my answer to that question for the meantime? ;)

phyebeng said...

steph is that you? :P

jv. said...

har har har...

no puisi or sajak yet...so i can't be steph =p

Anonymous said...

so... are you smoking on something? you can tell me.. hehe.. i've got some. wanna share?

-tetrarch of abilene-

ps. stop listening to depressing music! (random)

jv. said...

well, umm...it depends on what u have ;)

jv. said...

oh yah hor...just noticed that I have been listening to somewhat "depressing" (melancholic would be a better term) music of late...first The Veils yesterday, and now Radiohead...haha

Wens said...

Just DON'T commit suicide ok.. It is not the answer... :) and no, that's not what the little VOICE in your head is telling you to do! :)

Since it was all boys who commented thus far, let me say... if you need the fairer sex's opinion, you know where to look....

fie said...

eyyyy.what is this!:)

yeah yeah! if you need the FAIRER SEX'S opinion, ask us!

*note: that means TELL us :) wah lao, so kpc...

jv. said...

SO LONG, TRAGIC WORLD!!!

(looking to the back with right arm stretched out front)

jv. said...

u guys ar...so drama...think i'm going to commit suicide and all =p I only said that I was changing my mind about some things lah.

Wenz/Fie: Vely KPC hor ;) But thanx. I shall turn to your counsel if in need.

fie said...

and adrian tan! stop with the weed alraedy! hogging it all only! share la!

jv. said...

uh-oh...we prob should take this conversation off-line. I've got a feeling Aty Ah Eng reads my blog! Hor hor...

Ad, wanna trade your stuff with some magic mushrooms?? ;)

Keith said...

Yeah so how did the topic turn from depression to drugs ah? Wait a minute sounds like a natural progression.

Adrian smoking weed causes the munchies. Stop now or you will be twice my size.

jv. said...

actually no...the topic turned from something that WASN'T even about depression, TO depression, and NOW about drugs, and i really dunno what next =p

Btw, I'm packing up my stuff in the office now. Just dropped by the office to pick up my stuff after a buka puasa dinner with some corporate associates.

Dinner was good. I'm full, happy, certainly not depressed, and unquestionably not suicidal. So if I die tonight, it was really an accident ;)

Anonymous said...

so are you changing your mind on whether to have some buka puasa or something? haha.. just jk..

well, mushrooms are great! sure.. but make sure you get it fresh so when it reaches here it won't be fermented or something like that. hahah.. just jk.

well, i'll see you online and we'll see what this deal is about..

and by the way.. i think i'm dying. eating more and losing weight.. maybe it's the darn american food or too much drugs. haha... :P

-tetrarch of abilene

jv. said...

As i said Adrian...maggi mee is NOT chinese!! =p

And since you go to the gym, you really need to EAT EAT EAT if you hope to gain mass. Otherwise you'll just end up being muscular but skinny. Like err...Gabriel..haha ;)

Or maybe it's just the drugs lah...

phyebeng said...

wats this talk about suicide? didnt you guys go for the anger management session we had at yf some years back? extroverts are more likely to inflict pain on others when they are depressed. introverts would slit their wrists every other day and twice on sundays.

so yea, he's not depressed.

Keith said...

Did you know that to properly kill yourself slitting your wrists slitting them across is not the way to go. You should do it lenght ways for the best effect. Yeah....not that i tried it or anything.

jv. said...

Awwww Keith...did u have to reveal that? Now Marie and Phye Beng are gonna get it right the first time =p

phyebeng said...

ei that one i know already lar, hu doesnt. i cant really stand the sight of blood though so yea not my cup o tea.

marie said...

wah..depression, drugs, suicide..this post and the comments that follow sounds depressing..I feel like trying 'something'..haha

Anyways, now you know how much your friends care for you..oh..wait a minute..or are they just ahem..kepochi? hehehe

bing said...

If you die, could i get the "wiralution" ?
I'll pray for you in return. Or burn you a paper ferarri F1 car.

missa said...

Hahaha... goodness.. you guys crack me up. Who needs pot when you have all this :P

jv. said...

PB: Neither can I, and the process is too long and painful. Jumping off a building appeals to me more. It's also pretty exhilarating to enjoy your last moments with a cordless bungy jump ;) Aaaaiiieeeee....

Marie: Are you sure these guys really care for me considering some are asking if I wanna share drugs, and others are teaching me more efficient ways to kill myself?

Bing: Sorry, you'll have to fight Han Jung for the Wiralution...haha! He sure knows a good car when he sees one. As a matter of fact, he already offered me RM50k for the car! ;) Since I appreciate such car connoisseurs, I gave him a big 20% discount...so it's now only RM40k =)

Sa: Haha...welcome to the conversation!

phyebeng said...

wow 25 comments. impressive, considering no one called lareina hitler.

yet.

jv, i dont really like the idea of destroying my body in the process either. how are the aunties going to see the corpse at the funeral and say "he died so young... *sob*"?

Anonymous said...

phew.....speechless....truly speechless..the last i check...u only upload pics of the food u cook.....

jv. said...

Hmmm...good point, PB. Wouldn't want to be all mangled flesh.

So what options do we have left? How's gassing?? Haha...

Anonymous said...

from insurance point of view...if you have accident benefits...better to die in such a way whereby you get more money from your policy....too apparent a suicide wont do you good....:P

phyebeng said...

if you're depressed enough to destroy your body, you probably wont care how much money you make out of the insurance company.

yea jv, gas has its merits but i think walking into the sea takes the cake. of course you risk little fishies nibbling on your dead body but if that happens hopefully they wont find it.

heh.

jv. said...

Nope...ruled that out already. Drowning = suffering as well, u know =p

Keith said...

Lethal Injection baby...It's the only way to 'go'

phyebeng said...

sorry hiatus from pc. these lazy selangor ppl always making me take a holiday sheez.

i think the suffering of drowning is ok. its just the sight of blood and the prospect of being labelled pizzaman that im not so ok about.