27 July 2009

My personal Black Monday.

A day when everything that could go wrong, went wrong.

Emmanuel

When the darkness fills my senses
When my blindness keeps me from Your touch
Jesus, come

When my burden keeps me doubting
When my memories take the place of You
Jesus, come

Jesus, come.

come to the water

You said You'd come
And share all my sorrows
You said You'd be there
For all my tomorrows
I came so close to sending You away
But just like You promised
You came there to stay
I just had to pray

And Jesus said, "Come to the water
Stand by my side
I know you are thirsty
You won't be denied
I felt every teardrop
When in darkness you cried
And I strove to remind you
That for those tears I died"

Your goodness so great
I can't understand
And dear Lord, I know
I know You're here now
And always will be
Your love loosed my chains
And in You I'm free
But Jesus, why me?

Jesus, I give you
My heart and my soul
I know that without you
I'd never be whole
Saviour, You opened
All the right doors
And I thank You and praise You
From earth's humble shores
Take me - I'm Yours

- Marsha Stevens

wait

1.30 am.

3 hours and counting...

Surviving on Guinness and fries in my tummy.

And still I wait.

something's up

It's not that I WANT something to be wrong. It's just that I SENSE something is wrong.

And IF something really is wrong, then I think we should acknowledge it and then try to fix it.

Because I can't do it alone.